A personal piece I struggled with for well over a decade. Started and stopped again and again. The short version of the long story behind this piece is that it was a means to cope with a difficult event my wife and I dealt with. It was a wake-up call that I needed to mature as a father and a husband. Our faith and hope saw us through this and many other struggles throughout our marriage. We have learned to trust in our Lord, holding tight to His hand as He holds ours, as we walk by faith. May this be a blessing to any who have dealt with loss of any kind and struggled with hopelessness and doubt.